I only had to do half the time (10 minutes), and that's a good thing or I might really be in the hospital right now! Just kidding, (or maybe not.)
I know this sounds funny- but I literally had anxiety dreams last about going today. In one dream everyone was mad at me for being the FNG and they were planning on working out for 3 hours. 3 hours! In other dreams I was just nervous and embarrassed at my out of shape self. Can you tell I was nervous about going? I literally felt like crying when I got there today. I am such a dork!
But it ended up ok and I wasn't too embarrassed. Everyone was very supportive and that really helps. I think if it was a group of un-supportive people I wouldn't go back. Shoot- I KNOW I wouldn't go back!
I can't go back until Thursday, so that's two days to recover- we'll see how it goes next time!
I leave you with my "before" picture. Sorry- I am not willing to get into a bathing suit- and you should thank me for that really.
"Before" picture- can't say when the "after" picture will be. And *ahem*, never mind the messy kitchen! |
I thought for a minute...ok like 19 or the 20 minutes, that I might puke and all I could think was man that would be so embarrassing! I am so glad we both survived without tears or vomit =)
ReplyDeleteGood thing all I ate was half a banana or I WOULD have puked! It was all up in my throat, I coughed for two hours afterwards.
ReplyDeleteYay for us! :0)